Today I’ve made a pie.
A pie of thoughts, of half-shaped sentences,
of feelings without hands to hold them,
of memories that slip through the cracks.
I knead the past into the dough—
it stretches, resists, gives way,
folding in on itself.
Still, I wonder about the shape.
Should it be round, a closed circle,
or something broken, asymmetric,
a form that forgets itself?
The taste—
bitter in places where longing settled,
sweet where childhood left its fingerprints,
a sharpness, unexpected,
like the first bite into an old memory
you thought was already chewed and swallowed.
And the texture—
crumbly, fragile, like unsent letters,
flaky, like pages of a book read too often,
dense, heavy,
like the weight of unsaid things.
I pull it from the oven,
watch the steam rise—
ghosts of words never spoken,
warm air filled with something
I can never quite name.
And then,
before it cools,
before I decide if it’s finished,
I eat it.
Piece by piece,
thought by thought,
until nothing remains
but the silence of the plate.
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